I would like to mention in a very beginning that I really love my wife, and never thought about cheating her even in my dream, but sometimes few things happen, which we cannot revert but we can learn something from that and this is what happened in our case. This incident took place around a year back, but I remember it, as it has happened yesterday.
I am trying to write this incident by giving my best, but if somewhere you guys loose interest and feel that it’s not true, then it’s my inexperience of penning down the whole thing. I am narrating this incident with some conversation at few places which we had, and this doesn’t mean that I remember each and every word we spoke at that time,
I remember the thought which I had or she had at that time and these conversations are the reflection of that mental state. From the very beginning if I will built my character sketch and describe my life in words, then I will say I am bit reserved in nature but very caring for my loved ones.
Apart from shy and reserved nature from the world I use to dream a lot about my married life or to be more precise sex life from a very long time, I use to watch movies and read sex stories on web and by the time I got married I was totally turned into a bull that desperately needed sex.
There were many desires which were eager to come out, before I got married, like desire for oral sex, and having lot of sex in different positions, but unfortunately after marriage my life turned into exactly opposite direction. The girl with whom I got married was very nice but of totally different nature, she is simple, caring and very hard working but had a very limited place for sex in life.
Although we spent really good time during our honeymoon, but for me that was not enough, what I needed was experimenting and spicing up sex life through out the life, but she had a sober taste and always preferred missionary and really had no place of oral sex except kissing, and with that a biggest tragedy of my life, that we were working in different time shifts,
I use to leave around 7PM and more or less she use to come at that time, so practically we use to have weekends for each other, sometimes I use to ask her for the kind of sex I needed, means with proper foreplay, and very often she agreed for that, sometime we use to play cards and use to take off our cloth one by one on every loss of game,
sometimes I use to tell imaginary erotic stories to her about the people who live around us to turn her on and for some time, it worked, but after sometime she was back to square one, and I had to think of something new to ignite her. Even after doing so much, I was not getting the amount of physical satisfaction I needed.
Apart from all these tiny sex frustrations I was deeply in love with my wife, and always tried to make myself understand that it’s a part of my life and I had to live with it. This is how we spend around two years of our married life, and after that we planed for a baby, and she conceived. We all know that people have sex even during pregnancy, but I was not that fortunate,
we hardly had sex twice or thrice, after we got confirmed report that she had conceived successfully till her delivery. Actually she was little insecure that child may get aborted and above all she was not willing to make love in that period, so I had to control myself. So the whole thing started when the period of delivery came closer, and someone had to come to live with us,
either from my family or from her family, after lot of discussions, finally the decision was taken that my mother in law will come, a month before and later my sis in law will join her on delivery dates to help. So my mother in law came in end of 8th month and stayed with us for almost month and later Charu came( my sis-in-law).
But by the time she came, my wife had just gone through the delivery, because of little complications, we had to go through operation. Every thing was alright but my wife was still in the hospital on the day of Charu’s arrival. I was suppose to go to the airport to pick her, that day I saw her after a gap of 1 year, she seemed happy and we both congratulated each other,
although it was earlier done on phone. I drove back straight to the hospital and we stayed there till evening. I think now I should write something about Charu. As I said earlier she is 3-4 months elder to me and fair in color, height is little short, in comparison of my wife must be 5’. Well educated and soft spoken, I will not say that she had a perfect figure;
she was housewife and a mother of one child of the age seven years. She was looking very good in Weston outfit, jeans and t-shirt. I think at that time once or twice I stared at her body, specifically her big boobs and healthy nice butt. It was really unpredicted that the delivery will take place 15 days before the expected date,
and we had a plan to do some shopping for the new comer and we both (me and my wife) were waiting for Charu to come. But in current circumstances me and Charu had to do that, so we decided to go out and do some shopping, and we moved out of hospital in the evening towards the market.
While going to market we were just chatting, we both were happy and once she teased me by saying that now you have became father, and I had to spend sleepless nights because of baby, and I had to clean and wash potty and susu of a baby again and again. Then she told me about her experience about that and explained that how often Manish (her husband)
use to get up in the night for this purpose. I was driving and she was looking at me and talking, we both chatted a lot during our shopping and mostly whole conversation was around the topic of baby and the time they ( she and her husband) and we ( me and my wife) spend during pregnancy period. All in all we chatted a lot during our shopping and whole conversation was very casual,
but with one different thing which I noticed that again and again she tried to look into my eyes, and this really made me conscious, and I started avoiding eye to eye contact with her. After around 2 hours we were back in the hospital. Then we had dinner in our room only, which we got packed from the market, and now it was a matter of night stay in the hospital.
Officially only one attendant was allowed to stay in the hospital, but I managed to convince, hospital staff for 2 people in the room that is, my mother in law and Charu. Now it was me who was left with a no place to sleep, so either I had to go back to my home to sleep or I had to be on the reception area for the whole night, and I decided to stay,
with one logical reason that one male should always be available, and you can say one immoral reason that I wanted to spent more time with Charu, but tell you very frankly that I could not think of trying anything with her in my wildest thought. I just wanted to talk to her, so I stayed there for some time in room and then asked Charu if she wants to have coffee,
she agreed and we moved to the ground floor of the hospital and sat in the coffee shop, and talked to each other for some more time, again the conversation was not special, I think it was about our (me and my wives) job profile. After some time we got up and now she was suppose to go to the room and I had to stay there only on the ground floor and we did that.
I remember at around 12:30 or 1 almost after 3 hours somebody slapped me on my shoulder, at that time I was taking a nap, while sitting on a chair, it was again Charu, I got up with little shock, she was smiling and asked me that if I want to go the room for sometime to sleep, then she can sit here, but I simply refused to do that, once she insisted but I again denied, to do that,
rather I asked her for one more cup of coffee, and she agreed. Again at that hour of time we were sitting in the coffee shop of the hospital and chatting to each other, again I noticed her trying to look into my eyes. This really made me think about it. After sometime she went back to the room and I was again sitting there where I was, but with lot of confusion,
that why is she looking in my eyes, and I realized that may be she had caught me staring at her, because while we were roaming in the market, many times I tried to steel a glimpse of her body. And this thought made me really uncomfortable. I spent whole night with these thoughts only, at least till the time I was awake.
At around 6 I went to the room, at that time my mother in law was awake with a baby, but both Charu and my wife were sleeping. I used the toilet, and asked my mother in law, that if she needs anything, because I was going to home, to get some rest and I had to change. She asked Charu for that, and she said yes, and they decided,
that Charu will go along with me and will cook something for breakfast and we will come back in sometime. And exactly this happened, I slept for an hour or so, by the time she got ready and cooked breakfast, and then I got up and got ready, and moved back to the hospital. Again we were chatting and continued to talk.
We had breakfast together, and then we had lunch together, which we ordered from the hospital canteen. In last 24 hrs, apart from few jobs for my wife and a baby, and playing with a baby whenever he was awake, we were just chatting on different topics, and I came to know many things about her, her likings,
disliking their life style and one important thing that she also wants to work, but whenever she had talked about this to her husband, he always tried to avoid the matter. Her husband Manish was working with one software company as a programmer in one of the IT cities of the country and was earning very well and he had a thought that she do not have to work,
when he is earning so well. According to her as well as me this was totally hypocritical thought, or may be full of male’s ego, as a result slowly Charu was getting bit frustrated with her life style, because she really did not had anything to do in home except watching television. Although Manish was a really good man and very caring, for his wife and child,
but he was too busy and could not spare much time for his family, and had to work a lot to meet deadlines. I had a hint of her problem through my wife, but we never talked about this in so much detail. So this is how I spent first 24 hours with Charu, although my mother in law and Aditi were also there and most of the conversation was happening around them,
but most of the time only we were talking and I think it was the longest time span when we have been together alone just to talk, and in these hours we were getting more and more free and casual to each other. Apart from the different topics of conversation, she did not stopped looking into my eyes, and it made me even think more, about my behavior towards her.
Again in the evening we spent some time together in the coffee shop and gradually the day came to an end, and we had to think about the dinner, and we decided that instead of eating out we should think about cooking at home and again me and Charu had to go home and she was suppose to cook and we both had to come back to the hospital with a food.
We did that and our conversation continued, and we came to know more about each other, about her college time and my college time, once she asked me about my crushes in my collage or college time, but I really did not had any past like that, so I said that I never had any crush over anybody, except few actresses of hindi movies.
She smiled and said you are very seedha (means innocent kind), I smiled and said jeisa aapko theek lage aap samajh lo means whatever you like to think you can think. At that time our conversation on this topic ended there only and we got busy in cooking, I helped her in cooking and we packed the food and came back to the hospital.
After eating and spending some time with my baby I had a plan to come back to my place to sleep, leaving both the ladies there in the hospital, and at around 9:30 or 10:00 I left the hospital, for my place. Guys, tell you truly by this time I was getting little naughty about her in my thoughts, after spending so many hours, she was having a good impact on my thinking,
and in addition to that I was sex starved from almost 7-8 months, so my desires were not in my control, but I knew these desires are not more than desires, and neither I wanted to do anything, because I am not a kind of a person who can do anything with anybody for just physical satisfaction, I really care about relations, and really love my wife.
So I got back to home with lot of thoughts and desires, and was about to settle down, when I received a call that Charu wants to stay at home, she is bit uncomfortable in sleeping there with her mom on the bed which is hardly sufficient for one. And as such there was no need to stay for her and one person is enough along with a staff of the hospital.
So I drove back to the hospital to pick her up, and with in 1 hour we were back home. We got settled, I gave her our bedroom, in which my wife and her mom was sleeping from around last one month, as we were having only one bedroom and one common room or drawing room, in which we were not having sofa or proper sitting arrangement,
we have made it with two long mattresses placed on the floor in the same fashion as we put sofa. So I changed and came to the place where I was sleeping from last one month after some time she appeared, she was in long satin nighty, which was bit tight to her, and her body shape was visible because of that,
but I was very conscious that I had to control myself and do not have to stare at her, so I switched on the television and tried to divert my brain. She came and sat on the opposite side and asked me if we can chat for some time. I said yes why not, then again we started chatting, she started talking about her husband,
and said that if she will compare the nature of her husband with me, then we will get a big difference, I asked why you think like that, she said that you have motivated Aditi to work and to stand on his own, and Manish is just opposite, for that I said Manish is earning very good, and I am not getting that much, so both of us had to work to earn more.
Then she asked was it the only reason, for which you’ve made her working? I said no, I knew that if she will stay at home then she will watch television and at one time her mind will get blocked and moreover she was willing to work, so I just inspired her and she worked. She said I believe that this is the difference, between you and Manish.
I smiled and said it’s ok everybody has his own thought, and he believes that it is right, may be he wants to give you relaxed life. Then I asked her any other difference, which makes us totally opposite. She smiled and said he never leave a chance to stare at any girl, even in my presence, on that even I smiled and said actually sometimes I also do that,
but I have a good control on myself, which he doesn’t have, that’s it. after that she pointed out 2 or 3 more differences and somehow I managed to protect him, and because of that she got little excited and asked me sarcastically that why are you trying to protect Manish, and I know there is big difference between you and Manish,
Aditi have told me that you have not touched her even once in last 7 months, and even when she was not pregnant you never asked her again if once she said no, although Manish have never forced me to do that but he is not at all like you, and all these differences makes me feel that Aditi is very lucky to get you as a husband.
After this statement I was bit embarrassed, and feeling shy, actually I never liked someone praising me, in my presence, so I just went silent, I think even she got bit uncomfortable after that and she too went silent. Then she got up and asked me if I would like to have coffee, I said ok.
I think it was very good move from her side to give a reasonable break between conversation, or to change the topic. For next 5-10 minutes I was alone lying there and watching television, I was bit nervous and conscious about my behavior. After some time she came with 2 mugs of coffee and sat bit far from me but on the same mattress, and while sipping she said sorry if you felt bad,
me talking to you about your personal life. I said its ok, I think now we are friends, so don’t bother. She smiled and got relaxed and said you know, I can understand your condition, because I am living in similar circumstances. This statement from her side really shook my head, and looked at her with a question mark on my face;
she smiled and said, No… No…, I didn’t mean that, with a bit more than a smile she said at my side everything is fine, but I don’t get enough time to talk to him, and I really love chatting. I was looking at her face and smiling, and then she said that is why I have been talking to you from the moment we’ve met.
I said that’s ok, Manish has it’s own problems, he has to work a lot to maintain himself on that level, so you just accept this problem as a fact of your life, as I have accepted mine. She smiled and said, you are not going to have this problem lifelong, I think in two months or so, you will be able to do that.
At that moment I wanted to say something, but I paused myself, and she understood that, and asked what…?, I said nothing, she said you want to say something, I said I think I have to wait for my next birth, for that. She said why, I said forget it, and tried to avoid going further in that, but she was not ready to leave the topic, and asked me again, somehow I managed to say,
that she has a very less desire for that, and I have to hold back my self a lot and sometimes I feel bit frustrated. She tried to look into my eyes, I was bit embarrassed, and tried to avoid the eye to eye contact. But she held my chin and looked into my eye, and asked me how often you do? I said hardly twice or thrice in a month, or sometimes not even that.
At that time she was just staring at me, I was sipping my coffee and once or twice I raised my head to see her, whether she is looking at me or not, and she was. Then just to change the mood I asked her that why are you staring at me like that, and by the way I have noticed from last one day, you are looking in my eyes, may I know why?
This question took her attention, she said whatever I have came to know about you through Aditi, I was impressed with you, and that’s why I was looking at you, but tell you very truly if I would have done this with my husband, then surely he would have gone out for sex, then after a second or two she said I hope you don’t do anything like that, do you?
I said of course not, I cannot think of doing that, and with that my eyes got wet, and she instantly noticed, keeping her mug aside she came closer to me and tried to hug me and took my head in her arms, and rested it on her breast, for a moment I hesitated but after few seconds, I held her from her back, and embraced her.
I was feeling softness of her breast and smell of her deodorant was diverting my mind, I tried to get out of her arms, and she loosen the grip, and I cleaned my eyes, and said, I think we should go to sleep now. She looked at me and said yes, and with that she got up, and switched off the TV and main light and took both the mugs, and finally went into the room after saying goodnight.
From the time she got up to go, till she went inside her room she looked at me at least three times, I don’t know why, with sympathy or something else. There was dim light in the room, which was coming out of the kitchen, and it was left on intentionally, I was laying there, and just recalling whatever have happened few minutes back,
at that time I was having intense desire to have sex, and I was getting bit of erection, but I tried to divert my mind, and tried to sleep, hardly an hour back I was sleepy, because of last nights tiredness and right now my mind was bit restless. I think I slept for sometime, don’t know for how long, I felt something closer to me and got awaked, as I opened my eyes,
I saw Charu’s face very close to mine, she was sitting on floor, and leaning over me, I got shocked and tried to get up, but she kissed me on my lips once and then continued to kiss, for a second I thought that we are not doing right, but in next second her tongue came on my lips and she tried to insert it in my mouth, and as a starved man I lost control on me,
and started responding to her kiss. I opened my mouth and her tongue slipped in my mouth. Now she was laying on me, and I was holding her from her back, and we were kissing each other. Slowly I moved my hand on allover her back, and caressed her hips; they were really very nice, with good amount of flesh on it.
I squeezed them for my pleasure, and then moved aside to give her a space to lay down beside me on the same mattress, and she got down from me and rested her head on my arm and we again started kissing. After that I moved to her cheek and neck and then close to the earlobes, I was so starved for this that, I was unable to sense that this is wrong, and I loved her as she is Aditi.
She was laying beside me and one of my hand was feeling all the curves of her body, I squeezed her breast over her clothes, and she moaned in pleasure with a sound of hmmm… then I moved my hand to her hips again, by this time her nighty was up to her knees, I touched on of her naked knee and moved my hand inside her nighty and held her thighs,
they were very soft and fleshy, I rubbed them very nicely, and tried to reach her panty, I wanted to take off her panty but it was not possible for me to take it out in a way we were laying, so I got up, and made her lay down on her back and tried to drift her nighty up till her waist, now I could see her panty,
I held her panty, with both the hands and pulled it down, and now I could see her wet cunt in the dim light, which was coming out of the lamp of the kitchen. I touched her love hole with a thumb of my hand and rubbed it for a while, she got very excited and moaned in pleasure, I was looking at her dripping wet cunt with thirsty eyes,
and in a second I parted her legs little more and buried myself between her legs and started sucking her pleasure hole. I was holding her both the fleshy thighs with my hands, to separate them and digging her cunt with my tongue; I was trying to get a full access of her cunt and moving my head deeper and deeper between her legs.
She was moaning and puffing in very low voice and I was licking her wet pussy like an animal. Her cunt was releasing good amount of juices and I was trying to suck it all, she was in intense pleasure and started moving her body in to and fro motion as I increased my intensity of sucking her soft hole, she was moving towards the peak second by second,
her pleasure moans were making me crazy, and moreover I have been so greedy for this from a very long time and I started moving my tongue inside her cunt more enthusiastically and her moans got more intense and heavy. Then I took clitoral part of her cunt in my mouth and inserted one of my finger in her love hole and rubbed it deep inside on the upper wall of her vagina,
she got wild in a second and lifted her hips 2-3 times in pleasure and then squeezed her pussy between her thighs, with few long moans, like Ahhhhh….. Ahhhhh… she was breathing heavy and fast. She was laying straight, with her cunt tightly held between her leg, nighty was folded up to her waist, and her eyes were closed, I got up and came on her, and kissed her on her lips,
she responded a bit, then I kissed allover her face, and squeezed her breast for while, she was responding very lightly, then I got up on my knees and lifted her legs and rested them on my shoulders, and rubbed her hips nicely, and then I undid my Pajama and jockey up to my knees and took out my hard dick, and pulled down the foreskin of my penis,
then I lifted her legs from my shoulders and wrapped them across my waist, and leaned over her rubbed my hard cock on her opening, she became restless and opened her eyes to see me, before she could have said anything, I pushed myself into her, and my dick entered in her flesh. Again she closed her eyes and swallowed her saliva, and enjoyed getting penetrated.
She was so good and wet, that I felt like heaven, I was so starved for this and getting this pleasure after such a long time, that I have forgotten that she is not my wife, I came on her and again I was laying on her, with her legs around me and my hard cock deep inside her. I rested for a while and kissed her, and she also responded, keeping her eyes closed,
then again I got up a bit and rested myself on my elbow and started moving my lower body and my penis started moving in and out in her soft hole, with that I held her breast with one hand and started squeezing one by one. Her eyes were closed and I think she was enjoying, getting fucked I was moving my hard cock very slow and making long strokes,
I wanted to enjoy this moment as long as possible. But with in two minutes, I felt that I will go and I increased my pace of moving my dick in and out of her cunt, and with in few seconds I buried my dick deep inside her, and puffed in pleasure. She was also breathing heavy and excitedly. Then I got up, she shifted herself to make some space for me and I laid next to her.
She extended her nighty back to her full legs and I pulled my clothes back to my body and remained there in that position without a word, and slept there only. Somewhere near morning may be around 4:30 I got up from my sleep, I saw that she was not there. I got up from my bed to see her; she was laying in the bedroom, and she was awake, I went near her,
she got up and sat on the bed, she was looking down, and didn’t try to see me, even I could not see in her eyes, we both feeling embarrassment over our deed. I sat near her and said I am sorry, I don’t know how it happened, how I was not able to control myself, she was silent, then again I said I am sorry Charu, please talk to me, she said I am sorry in a barely audible voice.
Then I said Charu it’s totally my fault, and I am not blaming you for that, but what you were doing there, in the midnight? She said after coming back I couldn’t sleep and I was thinking about you, and don’t know why I felt like seeing you, you were sleeping and looking so innocent, don’t know why I kissed you, I was so silly, I could have stopped myself, it just happened,
and we did that. It’s entirely my fault, I would have stopped you, but I couldn’t, and with that she started crying. I was so embarrassed so embarrassed that I cannot explain, but nothing can be done now. I waited for her to stop crying, and after few minutes when she stopped crying, I said I am sorry Charu, but what we will do now, she cleaned her tears and looked at me,
and said, aap bolo kya karen, means you tell that what we should do now. I said nothing can be done with whatever has happened, let’s close this here, I think we both love our life partners and we should concentrate on our coming life with them. She agreed and said ok, after that we moved on our daily routine. For a day we were so uncomfortable with each other,
and only we two can understand that low mental phase of our life, we both were dying in guilt and couldn’t talk to each other properly. We spent another night at home, and we were just trying to pretend normal. After a day my wife got discharged from hospital and we were home, we tried a lot but we were not like as we were before,
and we both made each other understand again and again that we have to be normal, and slowly we were even better friends as we were earlier. We use to play with a baby in the night together and use to talk to each other, but we never talked about that night again. I respect her a lot and I think she also has a respect for me.
After few days my mother in law went to her place, leaving my wife and a baby with Charu, she stayed with us for around one month, and few days before her departure she asked me if she can take Aditi along, so that she can get proper rest, I agreed. After a month I visited her place, to get my wife and a baby home, I lived there for 3-4 days and spent good time with them,
and somewhat intentionally I raised the topic of her daily routine, and suggested Manish that why can’t she be busy somewhere, firstly he ignored, with a same statement of earning money, but I suggested him to make her join some NGO running in the city, so that she do not have to spend whole day and can spend at least some time with some constructive work.
Fortunately this clicked her husband and he agreed. I was happy that in someway I have helped her, and on the day when we were suppose to leave, she said thanks to me when I was alone, and said that I have done something for you, for which you will thank me later. At that time I couldn’t understand that, but after we reached home,
few days later I realized that Aditi has changed, don’t know what she said to her or how she made her understand but my life was changed as far as sex life was concerned. Today almost after a year when I remember that moment, and sometimes visualize that what would have happened if every thing would have gone wrong,
I get scared and that makes me love my wife even more sincerely, and I know she also feels the way I feel about this mistake, that’s why I said that this mistake has made our life heaven. We are very good friends, she often tells me about her professional life, but we never talk about that incident.
I think we have all experienced some kind of embarrassment over our deeds at one time or another in our lives. This can be a good thing if handled correctly and we learn something from that but it can leave you in your own private prison if handled incorrectly.
I know that we are still in our own private prison, and we will be only freed by speaking out the truth to our partners, but we really don’t have that much of courage. I would love to read your comments if possible. That’s it. Bye. God bless you all.